NefPoems

I see myself beside the leaves   beneath the waters and the willow trees   I see myself in the pouring rain   while I’m all that remains   I see myself wondering in the dark   with an aimless will to walk   I toss and turn until the poison burns   oh,will I ever find my peace?

Mourning the person i used to be   The little girl who was always confused   Always daydreaming   Always wondering   Looking at myself in the mirror and seeing her Just a reflection of someone I don’t know Smiling at me   While I’m grieving who I could’ve been  

my biggest fear   brings tears to my eyes   it makes me wonder   why didn’t i realize? something cries inside me Asking for help Begging for answers